I'm always broken inside
and I don't know why;
it's a struggle everyday.
cuz I look around
and everyone's doing fine,
do they feel this way?
I'm running around
with my head underground.
I take pills to survive.
but sometimes the best way
still feels like hell
and nightmares are all I dream.
I'm running away.
I'm running from the lonliness;
the bittersweet taste of depression's kiss.
I used to drink and fight
and puke and scream;
my life's quiet nowadays.
I had to put the bottle down
for the sake of my mind:
my drinking's trying to kill me.
It gets pretty lonely with nobody around,
but isn't that the way it should be?
where's the time for a lover,
I'm too busy fucking myself over
and sabotaging my happiness.
I'm running.
Afrofuturist punk from Philly that twists the hardcore sounds of '90s DC and San Diego into a seething mass of wires and roots. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 3, 2019