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Life Force​/​Love Force: I'm Still Alive

by Kye Plant

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PhantomFanny Thank you for creating. Love is a strong word but I have to say that it's exactly how I feel about lost yourself. Favorite track: Lost Yourself.
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can I have just a second of your time? It got real bad I was praying for an end to the pain inside of my head I don't know where it went wrong but I recall lying face down on the floor, crying out my eyes to the lord my mother tried to bring me back to life and it worked she said, "kid, when you have no hope, well that is what I have to give" and these sparse chords are all that I have and a simple melody transforms my chaos into love when you're 30 years old, moving home doesn't feel like a win but that's a lie cuz the people who care are the angels that'll always be there and I'm thankful for them cuz lonliness tried to do me in now the doctors tell me that I've got a chance I hope they're right and I'll swallow all of their pills if it keeps me out of this hell growin up as a loser never that right just a kid who feels sad but I'm growin everyday learning how to take care of myself
2.
Angel Boy 03:00
could I crave you less? the tender broken touches from your golden fingertips I'll bite the hook with blistered lips does your pale skin break? does your blood through those jagged heaven veins? I can feel your love spill on my face you're in my sheets the scent of your sweat brings the ceiling crashing down drag me out of this burning house I'll build your shrine I'll pray to the sky that you're always by my side death could never break this spell angel boy, I'm swimming in your loving and I wonder will I drown? my flesh aches for yours you're not my first but I feel like a teenage virgin crying out, "angel boy, please kiss me now!" oh my god your body's dripping beauty and your love is all around oh my god I'm falling down
3.
Houses 06:27
packed up my life again I drove it down the road can't stay rooted anywhere when it's comfortable, I'm gone when you find that someone who holds your hand like mine I'll search the roads and the rows of houses for the home that held our lives time is moving like a tidal wave I wonder if you'll ever write never meant to hurt my friend I guess that's the pain of life breath fades on the windows of houses everything has an end we don't speak but I feel you stirring somewhere over there moving on doesn't feel so easy now that you're not here moving on doesn't feel so easy it feels like hell
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White Lines 04:57
here comes my guy, he's got all the supplies here comes the man, I've got those shaky hands it's always a thrill it fits my head like a crown it soothes my mind when I'm feeling real down some of us still breathe white powder lines crave the way they feel pray for something real white powder lines I don't get upset when I'm feeling my best stay up all night putting rails on a desk love in my veins, goodbye to all of the pain the key to euphoria is going insane see no evil see no damage it's not a problem at all credit cards and bathroom stalls will save my soul just like an overdose dust on the counter and blood in my nose chemicals dripping down the back of my throat it's not on the blackboard and it's not on the road when it touches my lips, you know I give him a call (descend into chaos)
6.
By The Sea 03:17
sitting here thinking sitting here thinking about drinking my life away I'm tired of running I'm tired of running from my feelings and they're calling out for something a little something that'll numb me a little something life is fleeting it's a fleeting feeling that never seems to leave me can't stop my drinking won't stop my drinking I got the fever and it's calling let me fly with the sparrows I'm so high I can't see all my worries will be obsolved if you let me die by the sea all my hurting will dissolve if you let me die by the sea
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heart racing stomach aching palms sweating you kissed the demons mouth open, nose bleeding this feeling will never leave you you're speeding down the freeway screaming for your freedom where have you gone now? you went and lost yourself somehow checkin out with the blinds pulled down running from your love and running from yourself cut from a good cloth built on a solid ground loved from day one stuck in a circle stuck in a cycle stuck inside yourself trapped in a prison trapped and convicted trapped like an animal when you don't achieve it you just fucking leave it you let it un-weave itself you watch as it kills you you smile and it thrills you you wait for the hurricane swell you crave your destruction and your subtraction from the ones who need you around but please just believe me life don't get easy but it's nice to have you around and we're waiting why can't you see us? the drugs don't relieve it the hurt is compounding cuz you been running you been running from those feelings inside but when you turn around when you turn around and you look them in the eyes they don't have the power they don't have the power to rip apart your life you've got the power you've got the power inside yourself

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A product of mania, depression, a suicide attempt, medication, drugs, cigarettes, coffee, peace and love.
Recorded by Kye Plant October 2017

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released November 10, 2017

Kye Plant did it all except semi-charmed life was not written by Kye. Someone else wrote that. I can’t remember his name but he was in third eye blind whom Kye plant has liked since the self-titled album was released when they were in 7th grade.

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